Ye hati ini tersentak.. Pukul 8 tadi saja on FB and jenguk-jenguk apa yg patut.. And dah jadi satu kemestian Cik Ruse akan terjah FB En.Rusa each time on FB.. Even dia jarang update status, jarang upload pitcha and jarang komen, tapi Cik Ruse tetap akan jenguk jugak..
Usually he will update his status when both of us encounter some sort of problems with our relationship.. Macam salah faham ke.. For sure FB akan jadi tempat En.Rusa luahkan rasa tak puas hati dia… Daripada situlah Cik Ruse akan tahu perasaan En.Rusa macam mana… And today Cik Ruse tak expect langsung dia akan update because as far as I know kitorang lovey dovey je hari ni… Hurmm… Cik Ruse rasalah…
“(bos + awek die) + (alfred + awek die) + (aku + 0 ) =sorg2...”
Latest status En.Rusa..
Ya Tuhan, dia mengeluh… Huhh~~ Today ada makan-makan dengan bos and budak ofis dia.. Dia memang dah kasi tau awal tentang benda ni and Cik Ruse pun dah take note.. So daripada status tu dah terang lagi bersuluh yg En.Rusa sy makan sorang-sorng meanwhile his boss and his colleague were enjoying themselves with their partners…
Cik Ruse ingat takda apa-apa lah because makan-makan je kan… But when I read that status perasaan ni jadi lain… At that very wordless moment, the very 1st thing that came across my mind was he needs someone who is closer to him… Bukan macam Cik Ruse yg sentiasa jauh ni… :’(
Cik Ruse and En.Rusa bercinta jarak jauh… Sorang kat utara and sorang di selatan… Selalu juga Cik Ruse dengar En.Rusa mengeluh yg dia bosan sorang-sorang kat sana… Cik Ruse tahu dia sedih bila selalu macam tu… Tapi En.Rusa, sy pun sedih jugak…T.T
Menitis air mata Cik Ruse lepas baca status tu.. Terkedu.. Jadi wordless.. Ye, Cik Ruse tahu kita jauh.. Tapi sayang, janganlah selalu mengeluh.. Cik Ruse risau kalau hati En. Rusa tak kuat… Kalau tiba-tiba ada yg menggoda kat sana, macam mana? Susah hati Cik Rusa bila fikir tentang hal ni…
P/S~~ Awk, awk perlukan someone yg dekat dgn awk ke? Perlu ke sy lepaskan awk?





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